August 2012
They say the road ain’t no place to start a family! Yes, that loud music is me.
July 2012
- Cindy: -nods- I'll..I'll figure out something. -laughs as Bee's tells her to prepare herself, then nods along to her words, adding occasional 'mmhm's when necessary.- Oh my goodness...-is at a loss for words- I can't believe..I'm sorry, Bee. I'm so sorry. -shakes her head- Let it out, babygirl.
- Bee: She's just such an ungrateful bitch! -her voice is rising op- I can't believe, after everything I've done for her, she would just throw it away like that. You know she's doing jail time for it? Me, coming here, being here, hiding the drugs for her? It was all for what? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. And I can't do a damn thing about it this time, because I'm here, doing time for her fuck up! And she has the audacity to do HEROIN and fucking overdose on it?
- Cindy: -sigh- I guess. It's just weird to talk about...I haven't even told Oliver. He'd get so upset..But yeah. The police got tipped off about things about my dad's death, and starting questioning my family about really horrible things. Like, whether or not my step-mother drugged my dad and all these really upsetting assumptions. Just...it was really rough to hear..So my step-mom immediately told me to come home until we figure things out..And we did figure things out but I just...I didn't agree with what she thought out..She wanted me to lie..And so I told her I couldn't..And..she..-deep breath- She hit me, Bee.
- Bee: -is silent for a few seconds before sighing- Oh, Cindy honey, you don't deserve that at all. Are you okay? Was it bad?
- Cindy: -lets out a shaky breath, checking back towards the hospital door to make sure no one was listening- Yeah, I'm fine..And she..I don't know. It was the first time she's ever done anything like that. But I mean, I did what she said and it should be fine now. I just..it felt weird keeping that to myself, you know? So thank you. Now your turn. I feel weird and vulnerable.. -nervous laughs-
- Bee: -frowns and sits down on her bed- Well, you shouldn't let her manipulate you into doing things you're not comfortable with. That's not right. -sighs deeply when she says its her turn- Okay, get ready, because this ones crazy. So, you know how I got here right? I got caught with a pipe and some weed in my closet? Well, it wasn't mine, it was my friend's that brought it to school. I thought she was being a complete idiot, so I took it from her and hid it from her and took the fall completely when my mom found it? Well, she was the one hospitalized last week. She had a heroin overdose and almost died. And... I'm so angry at her, Cindy, so angry. I couldn't even bring myself to be sorry for her I'm so angry.
- Cindy: -sigh- I guess. It's just weird to talk about...I haven't even told Oliver. He'd get so upset..But yeah. The police got tipped off about things about my dad's death, and starting questioning my family about really horrible things. Like, whether or not my step-mother drugged my dad and all these really upsetting assumptions. Just...it was really rough to hear..So my step-mom immediately told me to come home until we figure things out..And we did figure things out but I just...I didn't agree with what she thought out..She wanted me to lie..And so I told her I couldn't..And..she..-deep breath- She hit me, Bee.
- Bee: -is silent for a few seconds before sighing- Oh, Cindy honey, you don't deserve that at all. Are you okay? Was it bad?
- Bee: -le ringy-
- Cindy: -le answers- Hey, darling.
- Bee: Awww! I was gone so long I forgot how cute your voice was! -pause- Oops, was that a little gay? -laughs-
- Cindy: -laughs- Noo! That was just gay enough! Jeez, I missed your little compliments.
- Bee: -giggles- Okay, so do you want to go first?
- Bee: -le ringy-
- Cindy: -le answers- Hey, darling.
- Bee: Awww! I was gone so long I forgot how cute your voice was! -pause- Oops, was that a little gay? -laughs-
- Bee: -le ringy-
Ro too? Jewel and I had some ice cream the other day because she needed some girl time too. Man, this needs to happen. Sigh, these boys. So needy. ;)
Aww, baby. I’m sorry. Yes, we definitely need to do this if you need us. I..I might need to spill something too. About a visit home.
… You know you like the needy that requires a winky face.

Shit, Cindy, you know what can I just call you? We can spill at the same time, and fill the other girls in later. I haven’t seen Taran in ages and I haven’t had anyone to talk to about this. Ugh.
I know! I missed you so much! Us girls really need to have some super duper cheesy movie night or someethinggg. I’ve been around too many boys for too long.
Oh gosh, are they okay? Noo, don’t feel like a jerk. A friend needed you, and you were sweet to visit! Just know you were missed, darling.
Ro was just telling me she desperately needs one. I think we should do it soon, I miss us girls just hanging out. Our boys always get in the way though ):

No, the visit wasn’t even worth it. I just… ugh we need this girls night so I can tell you guys. It wasn’t exactly a pleasant trip.

